i am craving for chocolates noww. dark bitter chocolate to keep me living. ):

we're performing tmr for the school, as a celebration for youth day.
so i guesss tmr will be my first celebrated youth day. everyone will be in school dressed pretty-ly (?) but i'll be wearing school uniform, cos i hafta change. ):

i think the only lesson i art. we're doing this jewellery design thing. my loves.

i had cramps during english! badbadcramps. i almost died. it was so painful! ahh. i had moodswings too. ahh, women. see how we have to go through all this?!?!

read meishi's blog. ahh. the whole world is into the soccer craze, why arent i mann. i am so dead nowdays. nothing fun has been going on, when fun things do happen, i am not in the mood to have fun. take the soccer craze for instance.

well, at least there's saturday to look forward to, the ij primary carnival and the christ the king youth rally! yayness.

i am too lazy to do yuanmay's quiz. sorryyyy.

booya. today was greatt.

many double periods but lessons werent as boring i thought it'll be. had silent reading first thing in the morning, that was a bore. throughout the whole thing i wasnt reading but instead thinking bout stuff.

a dreamer dreams she never dies; (:

mrs krishna! iloveyou! she isdarn funny! she make students laugh! (: which is a good thing btw; so she was like "girls your own good your own good." haha! she keeps repeating that, so hilarious.

what good is a man?
he can be your partner in crime,
playing games to pass the time,
he can talk to you for hours about the world and all its wonders,
so what good is a man?

first day back at school. for others it'll be the second.

WHOOTS. seems like i do, love school. and first day of drama class for me. (: mr armstrong if youre reading this your a really fun teacher! wahahah.

okay, so we went to the dance studio for drama and all. veryveryvery fun indeed. hohoho.

ilovedramaclasses!

yay. then i had dental the dentist was like "you have clean teeth but they can be cleaner." i mean, i ate for recess kay. of course it wouldnt be perfectly clean. hoho. did i mention i hate going to the dentist.?! its like you have to sit on the chair with the bright light shinning in and then you hafta allow the dentist to stick sharp things in to your mouth, then while we were waiting for our turn, i heard this drilling noise from inside so i asked lynette, "oohmygod, do they drill your teeth?!" i was damn scared. LOL.

i didnt pass up my maths hmk cos i went for dental today! HOWHOWHOW! miss chua hates me enough already! she's gonna kill kill kill me! i wanna die. NOW.

i am gonna carry a red and white bag to school tmr.

and yknow what?! daddy says if i pass everything for final paper i get my ipod! WHOOTS! studystudystudy.

i am scared of miss chua! oopssyyy.

i am sickk! ahh, i hate the feeling. thank goodness meishi's helping me collect hmk.

iloveyoumeishi. thankyou!

my temp ytd was 39.7 and then it dropped to 38.7. thank goodness mann. ahhh.

i was supposed to go to school today. mum didnt let me go! ) ：
mdm hong called she asked if i went overseas. i think she suspects i have bird flu. ahh.

i want!!! ):

and then i feel so fat cos i just at a cup of CHAWAMUSHI. ):

these bikinis are so bloody expensive!

THIRD TIME BLOGGING TODAY.

Part 1:
The Birth of You
Were you a planned baby?:my parents werent careful.
Were you the first?: nope.
Were your parents married when you were born?: duh.

Part 2:
The Family
How would you describe your family?: weird.
Are your parents still married?: luckily.
Siblings or an only child?:2 elders
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: youngest.
Which parent do you get along with best?: mum
What do you fight about?: from the television channels to hogging the toilet.
Do you have step parents?: no

Part 3:
The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend?: yup.
Do you share the same interests?: somewhat yes.
Which friend can you tell anything to?: ...

Part 4:
Your PersonalityHow high/low is your self esteem?:midway?
Do you get depressed about things easily?: depends.
Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: extrovert.
Happy?: yeap!
Do you live life to the fullest?: i doubt so.
Part 5:
Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look?: depends.
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: i wish. i want a naval piercing. (:
Describe your hair?: frizzy.
How do you dress?: normally?

Part 6:
The PastWere you a strange child?: mum said i was autistic. considered?
What did you use to love that you no longer do?: collect bears.
Do you have the same friends?: not really.
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: CLOWNS.
Were you ever disowned by a family member?: no

Part 7:
The Future
What is your ambition?: from being a dancer to a singer to a writer to a wedding planner. UH, UNREALISTIC.
Are you scared of growing old?: nahh.
Do you want to get married?: maybe?
Part 8:
The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: outdooors. eventhough i am mostly indoors.
What is your favorite season?: summer?
Favorite weather?: cloudy.
Do you like walking in the rain?: YEAH. (:

Part 9:
Food
Are you a vegetarian?: no
What's your fav. food?: CHOCOLATE. I DONT LIKE FOOD.
What food makes you want to gag?: ...
What is your favorite dessert?: MIXED FRUIT SAGO! (:
What is your favorite restaurant?: snoopy place!
Are you a picky eater?: nahh.

quiz! grabbed it off corrine's blog.

why arent i doing my work. ):

school's starting on monday. which means.

- i gotta get up early, thus gotta sleep early.
- i gotta stay back for intensive science, cos i failed.
- i gotta eat the disgusting medcines that help me keep awake.
- i gotta study harder.
- AND, I GOTTA STOP USING THE COM FOR SO LONGGGGGGGGG.

but,
- i can go for lunch with the funers.
- i can stay back for dance
- i can see my friends! yay. (:

so thus i conclude. that school isnt that bad afterall. ILIKESCHOOL.

someone tell me why the timetable i downloaded is in chinese!? @#!$!#

"We're all proud of making little mistakes. It gives us the feeling we don't make any big ones. "
Andy rooney.

AUNT CHARLOTTE IS BACK FROM JAPAN! (:

and she bought me stuff ! yay.



okay the green thing is like a chocolate coated cinamon cookie. its called yatsuhashi. and then on top is a keychain of a geisha.



these are the cookies.





ooh! bubble wrap! (: my love.

dontcha agree? maths hmk sucks. ):

OFF TO THE ZOO!

ILOVEYOUZOO.

i am not trying to say i am an animal or what la. but i just love it so much there. eventhough i come back all sweaty and disgusting. pictures pictures arent yall excited. anyway, i went with mum, big sis and my maid. hoho. funfun. okayokay.






i am not posting anymore cos i am too tired and my mum's killing me cos its 1.45.


laterrrrrrrrrr.

cause i had a bad day.

some people are just itchy for some bashing up mann.
they just make up rumours and tell the whole world.
so i guess the only thing one can do is too just forget bout' it.
though its difficult, you just gotta keep moving on.
and perphaps not think abt whatever people think about you.

ahh, i apologise bout my previous post. sorry yall. and thanks for everything yes. and because of what happened, i recieved like three testimonials at once. LOL. okayokay. thanks yall.

so today's dad's day, havent got anything though. since my dad's working. we're gonna get his pressie and then give it to him during dinnner. ahh.

today just wasnt my day. i wasnt in the mood to shop la. but owells. went towning with stef and sherlyn. and then met and with jaime, jiaher and audrey. and then "BUMPED" into rachael, justin and ben. ha, what a joke. and that rachael just goes around misleading everyone that i am attached. I AM LIKE THIRTEEN. oh my. whoever gave her the idea i would be attached at this age?! oh my oh my. she's too young to be exposed to this kinda nonsense. mum's not working on monday and tuesday. she says we might be going outta the house for that night. yay.

meanwhile, i start to realise that school is starting and, i havent done my work. ahh. guilty-ness. i think i like techno. i mean i like the original version of techno songs. the usually slower and not so mind empowering version. i cant listen to techno. i walk into shops, hear the techno music, and walk out. IMMEDIATELY. maybe its just me la.

so anyway. i wanted to get this white bikini, but they all said that everything would be seen through. ahh, fine. they we on sale kay. thats one in a blue moon. i dont care bout my ugly body anymore. i want my bikini! ahh.

my tag board tells me smth abt my friends they love to talk rubbish. ohmygod. whoever gave them the idea i was in love?! ohmygod. justin and i are just friends. FRIENDS. they just keep going on and on abt it. ahh. i feel so guilty. ive been eating chocolates. i just ate a full mars bar ytd. my mother should stop buying them or i'll keep eating. and grow fat. or should i say even fatter than i am now. ahh. 100 crunches is so not enough. if i keep on eating all these junkies. i am staying home all day today. and one of the reasons is because i have a huge pile of hmk to complete. and i havent even completed half of it. this is what you get when youre lazy mann. i am going out with sherlyn and stefanie tmr! thats worth looking forward to.

i played with photoshop again.

my tag board isnt working. but yall have been talking rubbish ah. tsktsk.

IM HUNGRY. FOOD ANYONE?

wasnt in the shopping mood today. but i still managed to buy stuff. i dunno why. i bought a pair of shorts, a headband, a belt. yeap thats all. the headband was bloody polkadotted! my love! so adorable. had conf ytd, till bout 5 i think. rach fell asleep, so me and justin were talking abt stuff from frist crushes to first loves. hahaha. it was funny. i quite emotional, i dont know why. owells. i blog tmr.

GOODNIGHT WORLD.

ive been pms-ing been angry with the people i am never angry with. my friends. heh, not like i can help it like that. ):

anyway. nothing other than korean dramas, conferencing, and losing weights been revolving round my mind. trust me that sucks. esp the losing weight part. i think i am gonna play some badminton to try to burn those calories off. i havent been hanging out much too, staying at home does not help me to concentrate on my work dad, youre wrong. but i also feel guilt for not doing my work. ive been telling myself to do my math for the longest time, but ive not been able to focus. sad.

the football craze is back; the wait has finally been over guys. i watched yesterday's match. everyone kinda predicted that germany would win. though i have been thoroughly taught by justin how the game goes. i still do not understand. this is my rate of learning for you. which is also the reason why i never get to do well. its always average or under average. prolly also because i never really study. gotta kill this heck care attitude.

i miss dance night so bad. all the anticipating and anxiety. all over just within a night. owells. there's still next year. and next up is drama night! i am so excited. (:me and eliza are crazy over the same guys. hahah. my aunts leaving for japan soon. why arent i on a holiday like her. i hate being stuck on this island. bleah.

my sister refers korean dramas as escapism. she say its because all of us know trhat these things dont happen in reality, so we watch em'to satify our fantasy. thogu i wasnt really happy with what she said, i thought bout it and realised it was kinda true. but i'll still finish watching my winter sonata. (:

i photoshopped some pictures;

Ive been watching the taiwanese show, green forest our home and god, i am in love with the guy witch plays Owen in the show. so bloody hot la. hohoho. (:

okay fine. he's a BIT ah beng la, but still so hot! (:

i think his name is ethan ruan. so hot so hot. ooh. i am in love. (: the guy beside him is another who is also very hot, and also acts in the show. i am terribly tired now, having conferenced till 630 this morning. i am considered dead now. i am growing far too fat. i eat ice cream almost everyday mann. gotta ask my mum to stop buying them. so, bye for now. (:

i am starting to miss dance alr, its only been a few days. i need to go tanning. i am so yellow mann. poof.

tanning anyone?

sacha's sleepover is on sunday. dont even know if i can make it. sigh. i think we are off for a movie tmr. i am not broke for once! but i have to pay for jaime's crumpler, and a few other pressies. then, i'll be broke again. mum mhasntr given me my allowance for this mweek yet. hell la.

DANCE NIGHT.

dance night was a huge success. and i was finally able to do the butt turn! miraculously, that is. everything was paid off, all our time spent practicing, everyone said we did well.

so we arrived at ucc and went to our respective holing roooms. i swear the rooms there rocked. a few run throughs, and it was lunch time alr. after lunch, we proceeded to doing hair, make-up. lots of time for taking pictures! we had fun changing in the dark cupboards, climbing into the lockers, running from room to room. sad to say, all this is over. but overall. we did a good job. and i think we owe it all to the choreographers, ex-co members and teachers. (:

NOW FOR PICTURES! ARENT YOU EXCITED. THESE ARENT ALL THE PCITURES. COS MY DAMN SISTER BROUGHT THE LAPTOP, SO THESE PICTURES ARE GRABBED FROM OTHERS. YES. I GRABBED LOTS FROM LIANNE. (:

very popular picture indeed. ((:

i'll post the other picture some other time okay?

iloveijdanceensemble.